One Who Makes Me Smile

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Maybe that bothering thought is true. All i need is just looking back that i need it or... him. Sounds lame huh? It is so not me to type this kind of words, you know -teenlit words, euw...-. In fact sometimes making confession is a quenching thing overall. Saying truth in my lips and hearing my voice deeply say that words, it's just proofed myself that I am hearted. That hard huh?

Well, yeah i just realize that strong isn't always have to be alone. Strong is not always not crying whatever i really wanted. I just have a new definition of what strong is. New 'strong' word that i'd never knew before. Strong to be what i am. Strong to stop crying whenever i thought enough. Strong is sincere to open my sealed to be myself. What i'm really is. However lame i am, however weak i am.

So, here i am. Learning to be not too skeptical with anything. Learning of strong and love from different point of view, a better view maybe.
Yeah... maybe this Bubbly song painted enough for everything. Enjoying the melody and i whispered softly "Yes.. I do.. i do need him"

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin like a child now
Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

Reff: It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
But we are hidin in a safer place
Under the covers stayin dry and warm
You give me feelins that I adore

Reff

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just........

Reff

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go...

**He does. He makes me smile... :)