Bliss Feeling Come Upon Me

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Go BLISS! It's so long ago i didnt write something this :)

well actually i felt so much well-mixture feeling these days. Why? First, this holiday makes me crap with all sleeps and eats. Oh Man! that's what i called 'Penggembulan Diri Besar-Besaran" or Super Massive Up Resize Body.. uuugh sounds great huh?

secondly, i didnt do much this lately. Yeap i did write but not that like i wanted. I imagined to write a book or maybe poems , but a great one maybe. Not just like one over here and one over there. And everything just split up over all.

Third, about my school problem. You dont know how much i feeling burden about all this. I have no path, i feel lost. Oops.. I felt lost. I know these day i have several choice, some shining pathway probably, but yeaah.. still thinking and hoping for the best.

fourth, I have to say this is a smallest past of the mixture, but i cant lie.. it's there! Him! yes... still about him. I knew somehow he have another (already!) and i havent (sad). But i searched enough about his new.. and i feel so much better because my besties said "buseeet.. jelek amat!" i know that cruel. but Girls.. thx saying that for me:)
I know he's not even worth for my memory. Oops.. i mean, i used to love him and i wont lie.. but i know that he's jerk and now i gotta let him go faraway. :P
One morning, i woke up and said 'oooh he's jerk'. In my dream that night, i was like thinking what he's done and what a jerk he was. And that morning i smiled and said 'okay this is a day'
And because some shining pathway, i think i have to focus in this first before thinking about other guy :)

So this bliss feeling appeared and i feel like I HAVE TO WRITE IT DOWN. I was waiting for Uni Test NOW, and i'm about to go there and finish all that. I feel so much confident about my future and i feel i got nothing to lose if even something bad happend. SO LETS ROCK ALL OF IT!!!